Journal+3-Photograph

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= //**Power in the eyes.**// = __//**By: Me**//__

My eyes...

//"I// //wish that I wasn't so stupid."

They burn.

"// //All those signs."

It hurts. " And I just chose not to pay attention." Can't... "Chose not to believe what I saw."

Stop... // //"The PAIN!"//

"The Pain!"

//*//

and __It was the end of Thursday that brought on the flame.__//**
 * //__It was early in the morning on Thursday__

__//The Beginning.//__ I was still trying to get a few more minutes before the alarm clock went off. And by alarm clock I don't mean the one that shows you the time or the one that you plug up. I mea//n-// Just when Sadima was about to start yelling again Jessie yelled back //"ALL RIGHT, ALL RIGHT ALREADY!WE HEARD YOU!" "JUST..."// she yawned //"be quiet."// It was so funny that if my cousin didn't wake me up, the cramps in my stomach will from laughing so hard.//"Today's going to be fun!"// I thought while I got up to get ready for school.**
 * //"Today's THURSDAY!"// My cousin Sadima yelled at the top of her lungs, running up and down the hallway while banging on me and my twin Jessie's doors while chanting //"One more day, and its the weekend!"//

I mean my cousin the human alarm clock.

__//The Middle//__
 * //"Your not going to school."// my mom told us at the breakfast table. It was so unexpected that the room fell into a shocked silence. My cousin hating silence broke it first.//"W-what do you mean?"

"It means just what she said."// Dad said staring into each of our eyes. //"We have something to tell all of you."//**

__//And The End!//__ I Looking into this strangers eyes who was once my mothers as I try to understand what she just told me.
 * "Alura...I'm not your mother, nor is he your father."

//She was not my mother.

Nor was that man standing next to her my father.//

//The Pain stabbed me in the heart as it dawned on me.//**

//Pain//


 * //I knew this all along.//**

//Anger


 * And**//

//Truth//


 * //I chose not to believe//**

//To protect the shattering of my being.//


 * "Anita?" a voice from far away said.**

//The heat//


 * "Anita.." The touch of their hand seemed far away.**

//The fire burning inside of me.//


 * "I'm sorry.."**

//The fire that cascaded down//


 * The Power of the realization that I truly don't have a family.**

//My face threw my eyes and down my cheeks in a purple flame.//


 * The heat.**

//Anger is like fire//**.

Of the moment of**.

//The overflow of my stupidity.//


 * The TRUTH.**

//I burn.//


 * "Anita?"**

//I look up..//


 * With fire in my eyes.**

//With fire in my eyes.